Well, I tried to fill [the void] with vodka. But I couldn’t control it: the drinking or my temper.
You’ve told me this.
Not this… My girlfriend thought she could help me to be a better person. We fought about that a lot. I don’t even remember what we were arguing about that night… But, the more I drank, the angrier I got. I just wanted to — get away. So I got in the car. I don’t know why the hell she got in with me. Trying to talk me down…
I thought of this half way through the finale but then I was too sad to post it